8/19/2007 11:20:00 PM
Hey hey, here to update my blog as catherine a.k.a xiao jie jie don't want see the sad post at the top of my post. Haha!!!
Haiz!!! For the past one week, i am slacking at home all the way when i'm supposed to be doing my revision. I've been sleeping the whole day and using my laptop surfing the net seeing soccer news and soccer videos and also searching for songs. I really don't know what i am doing. Haiz!!! I'm so fuck up with myself . Why can't i study? I've only started today, Tomorrow i'm going to school to chiong my maths le. I also need to chiong cos as well cos a lot i don't know and i've didn't even learn a single thing for cos.
As for last friday, i've went to have a haircut with khenkiat. She cut my hair quite short. Nvm!!! Then i went to make a new spectacle for myself. It's a white frame at the front and black at the side. I'm going to collect it maybe tomorrow or tuesday. Thanks to eric for coming to help me see which specs is suitable for me.
Yesterday, went to k-box ang mo kio branch to sing with eric, kwangwei and weihao. We had so much fun singing from 1+ pm to 7 pm. Then went to thomson plaza peach garden restaurant for my grandmother's birthday. Meet my family members and relatives there. The food there is good. I love the sharks fin soup and the soft shell crab especially. I have 2 bowls of sharks fin soup. Haha!!!
Anyway i'm quite disappointed with my favourite soccer team, manchester united. They've have not won a single game out of 3. They've so far drawn with reading at home, portsmouth away and lost to manchester city away today. It's so disappointing for a champion to start the season like this. They've created so many chances to score in all 3 games but they just couldn't score or get the ball at the back of the net. I feel so irritated when i watched these 3 matches. I know there's injury crisis but still the result is unacceptable. I hope they will bounce back in the next game against tottenham hotspur at home and go on a long winning run. The bad start is starting to dent the hopes of retaining the title and this cannot go on.
Oh ya, before i forget, i've not blogged about the outing i had with catherine on national day eve. After school, i went over to causeway point to meet james. He was having lunch with his friends at bk. At about 4.45 pm, james and i left and we went over to take the train to dover as james was waiting for siying and i'm waiting for catherine after their ndp at school. Then james and siying left while catherine and i went over to jurong east and we headed over to IMM. Went to accompany catherine to buy her materials needed for her project. Then went to have dinner. While having dinner, catherine gave me 2 singapore flags and a bottle of mineral water to me. Thanks a lot catherine for the flags and mineral water. Here a picture below of our flags.
After dinner, we went to buy sushis, walk around and then sent her home. Thanks a lot catherine for that outing with you. It was really fun that day.
Anyone of you who have not watched rush hour 3 do go and watch. It is highly recommended and the movie is damn funny. I've already watched it with alvin, tingjun, kenny, chinguan, edward and perseus.
Ok then, that's the end of my post. Cya!!!
8/14/2007 05:48:00 PM
Alright, i've finally heard and known the answer. It's something sad and i cried yesterday but i guess life have to still move on. Anyway it's not as if that we won't be together in future. Because of some reasons, we can't do it now and i understand the reasons. Now i have to be patient and hopefully i will be so that we can be together in future. I will do my best to wait. Now this is the time to test how strong my love for her is. I hope that i can pass this test and i want to. As from what is heard from kwangwei, "absence makes the heart grows stronger." But as for now, i still hope that we can be back like how close we are before. We shall keep in contact and still hang out together ok? We still have some promises not fulfiled yet and i really want to fulfil them. And for the next 2 and a half years, i do hope that you will do well for your assignments and don't be lazy and slack too much because i really want you to do well. I believe you can and it's whether you want to do it or not. Jiayou wor!!! I wish you all the best. And also thanks for telling me everything yesterday. At least it is good that you let me know everything now rather than later otherwise i will feel even worst. I also want to let you i've never regret knowing you in my life even until now. I also wanna thank you for everything like the joy and fun we had together and i hope that will still continue. I'm always very happy whenever i'm together with you. Ok, i'll end here then. Hope to hear from you and see you soon. You take care!!! Missing you!!! Loving you always!!! =)
8/13/2007 11:37:00 PM
Here to blog again.
I'm going to blog some of my feelings here. Nowadays i'm a little emo. Maybe because of some reasons. Things are starting to change. Haiz!!! Why must things turn out this way? I just want care and concern but i feel that i lack. I felt like being pushed to one side. I just feel that the initiative is not there and everytime i have to start it first. If i don't start a conversation, i don't see any conversation will be starting at all. It sounds like if i didn't even try contacting her, it seems like we'll not be contacting each other forever. Why must it always be me the one who start it first? Sometimes things are not what you want to turn out to be. Why must heaven always play tricks on me? I really hate it. I hate to be being played tricks on. Maybe i'm just thinking too much and i hope i am. This is because i really hate things to turn out this way. I hope that things won't continue this way and it will turn back like what had happened in the past. Sorry for posting such things in my blog but i really feel like letting all my unhappiness and feelings out.
Anyway exams are round the corner and its about 2 weeks time. I haven't start my revision yet. I guess i have to start my revision soon as i have already flung for my common test. When i'm supposed to study, i did not. I'm just using the laptop and sleeping at home instead of studying. I really don't know what i am doing. What is wrong with with me? I just think i really can't study at home at all and if i want to study, i need to study outside. I really got to buck up and not let things continue this way.
I'll end my post here. I apologise to all for this unhappy post.
8/03/2007 11:37:00 PM
Well!!! Long time no update!!! So i'm here for an update as requested by miss catherine soh a.k.a xiao jie jie. This will be my 50th post of my blog. I took such a long time to get to my 50th post as i did not blog that often. Haha!!!
Anyway today is the last day of normal lesson for semester one. Have java lessons today with mr son from 9 am - 12 pm. He went through with us last semester oop paper and now i got a rough idea and understand how to do le. Hopefully i can do well for my oop and at least get a B. And also credits to alvin for teaching us java too. Hope that you do consider carefully before submitting your withdrawal form. As you can see the whole class doesn't even want you to withdraw at all and everyone wants you to stay. We'll hope to hear some good news from you next week.
Tomorrow is kelvin's birthday and today we gave him his present bought from the class. We gave him a man utd jersey with his name behind and a 2 gb thumbdrive. Hope that he will like it as kenny, alvin, tingjun and me have a hard time searching for it yesterday as rajesh gave us the wrong direction of the jersey shop.
Next week there will be common tests on comm skills and DF. Stress period is coming back again and i have not started my revision. I got to start it this weekend and hopefully the paper is manageable and i can do well for it. Haiz!!! So sad next week cannot celebrate national day liao. 2 weeks after common tests will be exams le. I will have exams on these 3 modules and it will be com maths 1, oop and cos. Gotta study hard so that i can do well. I'm targeting my GPA to be at least 3.0 - 3.2.
Anyway, i'm finding myself distancing from the group in secondary schools le. Did not contact with them much and it's quite a sad thing. Hopefully i can hang out together with them soon. So far within this few weeks, i've only contacted eric, james, siying, kenny, khenkiat, kwangwei, weihao and yuanrui.
Ok then i guess i gonna end here bah!!! Cya!!!
P/S: To catherine: ok, i've updated my blog as you requested le. Have not been seeing you for a long while. I think about almost 3 weeks le. Hope that we can hang out together and see you soon.
