Tuesday, August 14, 2007
8/14/2007 05:48:00 PM

This picture above is my current msn display pic now as it is what i'm actually feeling right now.Alright, i've finally heard and known the answer. It's something sad and i cried yesterday but i guess life have to still move on. Anyway it's not as if that we won't be together in future. Because of some reasons, we can't do it now and i understand the reasons. Now i have to be patient and hopefully i will be so that we can be together in future. I will do my best to wait. Now this is the time to test how strong my love for her is. I hope that i can pass this test and i want to. As from what is heard from kwangwei, "absence makes the heart grows stronger." But as for now, i still hope that we can be back like how close we are before. We shall keep in contact and still hang out together ok? We still have some promises not fulfiled yet and i really want to fulfil them. And for the next 2 and a half years, i do hope that you will do well for your assignments and don't be lazy and slack too much because i really want you to do well. I believe you can and it's whether you want to do it or not. Jiayou wor!!! I wish you all the best. And also thanks for telling me everything yesterday. At least it is good that you let me know everything now rather than later otherwise i will feel even worst. I also want to let you i've never regret knowing you in my life even until now. I also wanna thank you for everything like the joy and fun we had together and i hope that will still continue. I'm always very happy whenever i'm together with you. Ok, i'll end here then. Hope to hear from you and see you soon. You take care!!! Missing you!!! Loving you always!!! =)
~~~signing off: jUsTiCe~~~