~jUsTiCe tO bE sErVe iN tHiS wOrLd~

Sunday, November 25, 2007

11/25/2007 08:19:00 PM

It's been a long long while since i last updated. At times, i felt like quitting blogging but i just dunno why i decided to do a post here. Maybe i'm bored or what. But anyway, even so if i blogged, not many will come here and read.

Anyway, i guess this month(november) might be the worst month for me in this year so far. So many bad things had been happening to me. I really can't stand it. But thankfully, some of them have been resolved. I'm only going to list a problem which i faced here. Most of you will find it lame. I remember i inserted my memory card inside my laptop without the adaptor. Then it was stucked inside till i couldn't removed it. What a dumb ass i am. The next day, i went to my father's friend computer shop to ask him help me remove it. At first, i thought he wouldn't be able to remove it as he faced so much difficulty but thankfully he managed to remove it in the end. He took about 20 minutes to remove it. Bad soccer results for manchester united have also been spoiling my mood like the 1-0 lost to bolton yesterday and the injury time equaliser for arsenal against man utd. Anyway i just dunno what am i and who am i recently. Recently i'm just feeling emotional and often in bad mood. I just dunno why. Maybe i'm feeling stress or what. Weekends have also been boring for me. Staying at home either using my com to surf net or play fm, eating and sleeping. I feel really like no life. In school, works and tests keep piling and piling to me. They are just giving me stress. Hopefully things will get better from now onwards with school work but i doubt so. After the common test week, i will be having a 2 weeks break from school which is shiok but when the term starts again, i gotta start chionging projects as the projects are coming up to me. I really hope to relieve all my unhappiness and stress but i dunno how. Maybe i should go out and enjoy myself but no one in this universe is asking me out at all. I also dunno where i can vent my frustration at as just a small little shit, i'll get frustrated easily nowadays. Now you people will know why i get very angry easily. So i'm gonna apologise to those whom i vent my anger and frustration on. So sorry to you guys for my sucky attitude. I also want to apologise to a friend of mine whom i scolded often in class when he always asked me questions in school work. You know who you are. So sorry about it. I vent my anger maybe because i'm already stress with my own work. When you keep asking me questions when i'm doing my work, i vent my frustration because it's difficult to concentrate on my work and this is giving me additional stress. So sorry about it. I hope you will give me some time to recover from this depression but i'll still try to help you if you need help in your work.

A message to Catherine below:

Thanks a lot for helping me with the sketches for my project even though i've yet to receive it from you. And also, i really hope to meet you up more often even though we've just met last wednesday. I also wanna say to you that whenever i see you or hear from you, i will just feel happy. If you see this post above, you will know why i really want to see you more often as it is to throw all my unhappiness and stress away. Hope to see you soon. =)

i'll end my post here then. Take care guys!!! Cya!!!

~~~signing off: jUsTiCe~~~